Words of feel

In a solitude, I dreamed tonight. Cultivate a face mask in a deemed light. Mask, Frantic with anxiety behind the smile, The frustrating anger behind gentleman's style. So much more than I can carry, I can't understand, Why is everything so heavy? The loudest kid is silent, behind the social fear, How can I wash my dusty freedom layer? Take a bath, Go to the bedroom with a stress. I know what is like to be silenced, And I know what is like to feel alone. Alone, Plug Speakers, Music, dance, My savior things. feel so light, so thin, I realized all I was weighted. A heavy mask on my face, all I carried. Mask with fake emotions, fake smile, Fake voice, And a fake dream. Now, I just pulled it off. Feel the freedom, It worth a risk, Ohh I mean it, Charged my brainless wires again. Someone in me lost in a gentle man's game The game never changed This is the moment, I drive myself crazy, Thinking everything's about me. I..... I am an Ambiver...

Have you ever think, who is the luckiest person? Let me elaborate the human nature. If you have failed in the exam,  If you have faced some health issues or accident, If your true love is broken, If your parents yelled at you, If you have tried so hard, but you can't succeed. What is the first word you would say? WHY ME? Yes, Human always criticize the situation or even the god,  WHY ME? But when they are happy, they will never realize that how much they are lucky. let me tell you the Answer and then you will decide. If you have Friends to share anything, Yes you are Lucky. If your Childhood is your Best Aura, Yes, you are Lucky. If you are graduate, Yes, you are Lucky. If you can get the food 2 times in a day, Yes, you are Lucky. If you wear clothes to look properly, Yes, you are Lucky. If you are perfectly able to do anything, Yes, you are Lucky. If you are not b...

Ek Akela Rahi Chala jaa raha he, apni rah pe. Manzil ko pane ki zid me, woh sabkuch chodke, Bas chalta hi ja raha he, apni rah pe. Tarvarahat he uske man me, Ye mode or ye rahein sahi he ki nahin, Ye rah ke log or ye dishayein sahi he ya nahin, Kisse puche wo, sahi ya galat, Na dusra paimana he uske pass. Man me he Gabharahat anek pr, Manzil ki khushi pr danv lagakar, Bas chalta hi ja raha woh apni rah pe. Na koi he uske pass, Jo pairo me lage hue ghanv ko mita sake, Na koi he uske pass, Jo pet me lagi uss bhukh ko mita sake, Bs he to sirf, Aasha ka samundar Or Zid ka bhavandar, Bs issi tufan ko apne sath liye, Bas chalta hi ja raha woh apni rah pe. Raste me kayin log ayen, Kuch log ayein alag se mod pe le jane ke liye, Kuch log ayein Uska hath thamkar  sahara dene ke liye, Par, Koi na tik paya uss lambe aanjan road pe, Kabhi woh h...

Love. People keep asking the same question again and again. So I sort of started introspecting and thought I should write something. Love, it can come with all persons. sometimes you feel it, sometimes not. It doesn't mean that all the times, you want to buy something desperately and they denied deliberately. The things,which you loved the most it can be your favorite recipe, your favorite clothes and they couldn't afford it. Then you shouted all over again. But, Love means they asked you whenever you were late " Aur kitni der lagegi BETA!! " They politely tell you " beta, Please have some milk, you will be late today. " Even they sometimes angry on you " sui jav ne, kle mathu dukhshe. " I remember, I took out the medicines and and give it to her in a very tense mood. “ Are you alright mom ” I asked her with Petrified stare and I still tell myself I never did enough to take away from a living nightmare that how could s...