Words of feel

सफर,  खुद  को  ढूंढ  ने, उन्  यादो  के  बक्से  में  डूबने,  चल  पडा   में  युंही  एक  सफर  में. मिलना  हे  अपने  आप  से , खुद  से  करनी  हे कुछ  बातें , समझना हे  दिल  को थोड़ा , और  थोड़ा  दिमाग  को  भी  समझाना  हे. इधर  तू  ही  अपना  सफर  हे, तू  ही  अपनी  मंज़िल,  इस  सफर  में,  तू  ही  अपना  खुदा  हे  और  तू  ही  अपना  गुलाम. कुछ  खो  सा  गया  में  यूं  दुसरो  की  खुशियों   में, बेच के  खुदको , उन  खुशियों  के  बाजार  में,  अपने  सपनो  का  कर्ज़ा  भी   चूका  दिया, पर , पर , उस  रंगबेरंगी  बाजार  में , खुद , खुद  के  लिए  अलग ...

In a solitude, I dreamed tonight. Cultivate a face mask in a deemed light. Mask, Frantic with anxiety behind the smile, The frustrating anger behind gentleman's style. So much more than I can carry, I can't understand, Why is everything so heavy? The loudest kid is silent, behind the social fear, How can I wash my dusty freedom layer? Take a bath, Go to the bedroom with a stress. I know what is like to be silenced, And I know what is like to feel alone. Alone, Plug Speakers, Music, dance, My savior things. feel so light, so thin, I realized all I was weighted. A heavy mask on my face, all I carried. Mask with fake emotions, fake smile, Fake voice, And a fake dream. Now, I just pulled it off. Feel the freedom, It worth a risk, Ohh I mean it, Charged my brainless wires again. Someone in me lost in a gentle man's game The game never changed This is the moment, I drive myself crazy, Thinking everything's about me. I..... I am an Ambiver...

I am the sidekick. Alone child. It feels, something? No, nothing. Numb feeling. Issues, Only your heart and mind can fight with that. When you love someone, It's been scaring. When you want to tell everything to someone. Shhhhhhh. No one can give a shit. So, be silent. Yes, a day came. She came in my life like a Festival, Like a traveler found its adventure Like a book found its author And Like a Minion found its Banana. Faster than the blood pumping in the veins. That day when you said "Hi" on WhatsApp… 4 seconds after I had said “Hey”. 5 minutes after I had said, “Say else”. 7 days after we understood the fun. 7 months after We met. Again after several months we met and hugged. After some times we became a best buddies and sharing the stuff. After some time I said I love you. After some time We cried , laughed and cared for each other like we never did for any other person. I think you might be thinking o...