Words of feel

सफर,  खुद  को  ढूंढ  ने, उन्  यादो  के  बक्से  में  डूबने,  चल  पडा   में  युंही  एक  सफर  में. मिलना  हे  अपने  आप  से , खुद  से  करनी  हे कुछ  बातें , समझना हे  दिल  को थोड़ा , और  थोड़ा  दिमाग  को  भी  समझाना  हे. इधर  तू  ही  अपना  सफर  हे, तू  ही  अपनी  मंज़िल,  इस  सफर  में,  तू  ही  अपना  खुदा  हे  और  तू  ही  अपना  गुलाम. कुछ  खो  सा  गया  में  यूं  दुसरो  की  खुशियों   में, बेच के  खुदको , उन  खुशियों  के  बाजार  में,  अपने  सपनो  का  कर्ज़ा  भी   चूका  दिया, पर , पर , उस  रंगबेरंगी  बाजार  में , खुद , खुद  के  लिए  अलग ...

How can I forgot those failures, Those bad handwritings in personal diaries, Still, I managed to mark good words after the end of the page, Because, You were with Me. Society’s constant pressure and expectations have ripped the heart, Scream, Inside things, were desperately broken, Still, I put courage on my wrinkled face and pretend everything’s okay, Because, You were with me. Anxiety, Depression, Stress. Cracking the face with tears, How I had felt that it was the end of the world for me, You came with a Sunrise at an Ocean of my life. You were with me. Sometimes I want to go with incognito mode, Just to feel the void, but can't fill, Still, slowly I watering those Success seeds, Because You are with me. I had cried countless nights, Sleep, Dream everything Haunted me, But then I started with a Smile and move on one fine morning, Because You are with me. Heartbreaks and the Heartburns, The tsunami of heartaches is a personal calamity that I brave ...

In a solitude, I dreamed tonight. Cultivate a face mask in a deemed light. Mask, Frantic with anxiety behind the smile, The frustrating anger behind gentleman's style. So much more than I can carry, I can't understand, Why is everything so heavy? The loudest kid is silent, behind the social fear, How can I wash my dusty freedom layer? Take a bath, Go to the bedroom with a stress. I know what is like to be silenced, And I know what is like to feel alone. Alone, Plug Speakers, Music, dance, My savior things. feel so light, so thin, I realized all I was weighted. A heavy mask on my face, all I carried. Mask with fake emotions, fake smile, Fake voice, And a fake dream. Now, I just pulled it off. Feel the freedom, It worth a risk, Ohh I mean it, Charged my brainless wires again. Someone in me lost in a gentle man's game The game never changed This is the moment, I drive myself crazy, Thinking everything's about me. I..... I am an Ambiver...

Have you ever think, who is the luckiest person? Let me elaborate the human nature. If you have failed in the exam,  If you have faced some health issues or accident, If your true love is broken, If your parents yelled at you, If you have tried so hard, but you can't succeed. What is the first word you would say? WHY ME? Yes, Human always criticize the situation or even the god,  WHY ME? But when they are happy, they will never realize that how much they are lucky. let me tell you the Answer and then you will decide. If you have Friends to share anything, Yes you are Lucky. If your Childhood is your Best Aura, Yes, you are Lucky. If you are graduate, Yes, you are Lucky. If you can get the food 2 times in a day, Yes, you are Lucky. If you wear clothes to look properly, Yes, you are Lucky. If you are perfectly able to do anything, Yes, you are Lucky. If you are not b...

Panji banke Aasman me Udna sikho, Apni Bahein kholke, Udna sikho. Akhon me Mazil ko leke, Duniya se tum na daro, Bs haunsla rakho, Udte raho. Aasman ki aur dekho, Sapne dekho, tabhi to Udne ka man hoga. Agr aasman me dekhoge hi nahi to wohi pinjre me reh jaoge. Bhul jav woh fasana,  jab logo ne bola tha tum udd na paoge, Leke ek naya Tarana,  Udo, Tabhi to ehsas kroge nayi aazadi ka. Rukna mat, chahe Tufan ayein ya bijali kadke, Apne pankh pr vishwas rakh kr bs tum udte rho, Agr he tum me woh aag,  to jrror se milegi woh Manzil ka swad. Lekin dhyan rahe bohot shikari bethe he, Yahan Tumhe Girane ke liye Tumko batane ke liye ki udna galat he, To dhyan se Udo, zara sambhal ke. Lekin, Lekin, lekin, lekin, Udo, Kyunki tabhi aap jamin pr hi hoge aur ab bhi aap jamin pr hi ho. Udne me maza ayega....bohot maza ayega.. Kuch Alag sa ehsas hoga.. To aasman ki aas lagao aur udna sikho Dil se udo, Ji jaan se udo.

Ek Akela Rahi Chala jaa raha he, apni rah pe. Manzil ko pane ki zid me, woh sabkuch chodke, Bas chalta hi ja raha he, apni rah pe. Tarvarahat he uske man me, Ye mode or ye rahein sahi he ki nahin, Ye rah ke log or ye dishayein sahi he ya nahin, Kisse puche wo, sahi ya galat, Na dusra paimana he uske pass. Man me he Gabharahat anek pr, Manzil ki khushi pr danv lagakar, Bas chalta hi ja raha woh apni rah pe. Na koi he uske pass, Jo pairo me lage hue ghanv ko mita sake, Na koi he uske pass, Jo pet me lagi uss bhukh ko mita sake, Bs he to sirf, Aasha ka samundar Or Zid ka bhavandar, Bs issi tufan ko apne sath liye, Bas chalta hi ja raha woh apni rah pe. Raste me kayin log ayen, Kuch log ayein alag se mod pe le jane ke liye, Kuch log ayein Uska hath thamkar  sahara dene ke liye, Par, Koi na tik paya uss lambe aanjan road pe, Kabhi woh h...

I am the sidekick. Alone child. It feels, something? No, nothing. Numb feeling. Issues, Only your heart and mind can fight with that. When you love someone, It's been scaring. When you want to tell everything to someone. Shhhhhhh. No one can give a shit. So, be silent. Yes, a day came. She came in my life like a Festival, Like a traveler found its adventure Like a book found its author And Like a Minion found its Banana. Faster than the blood pumping in the veins. That day when you said "Hi" on WhatsApp… 4 seconds after I had said “Hey”. 5 minutes after I had said, “Say else”. 7 days after we understood the fun. 7 months after We met. Again after several months we met and hugged. After some times we became a best buddies and sharing the stuff. After some time I said I love you. After some time We cried , laughed and cared for each other like we never did for any other person. I think you might be thinking o...

Love. People keep asking the same question again and again. So I sort of started introspecting and thought I should write something. Love, it can come with all persons. sometimes you feel it, sometimes not. It doesn't mean that all the times, you want to buy something desperately and they denied deliberately. The things,which you loved the most it can be your favorite recipe, your favorite clothes and they couldn't afford it. Then you shouted all over again. But, Love means they asked you whenever you were late " Aur kitni der lagegi BETA!! " They politely tell you " beta, Please have some milk, you will be late today. " Even they sometimes angry on you " sui jav ne, kle mathu dukhshe. " I remember, I took out the medicines and and give it to her in a very tense mood. “ Are you alright mom ” I asked her with Petrified stare and I still tell myself I never did enough to take away from a living nightmare that how could s...